Wednesday, September 14, 2011

A PANEFUL POST


We used a window frame on the fence in our back yard. Only once did I get climbing yellow nasturtiums to crawl up the side.

THERE WAS a British author, now deceased, whose writings I appreciated hugely. In one of his books, "The Thatched Roof" Beverley Nichols wrote this of windows:

"To me, all windows are magic casements. Whether they are bright or dim, whether they give onto green lawns or blink at barren bricks, or are shaded or sparkling, the life I see through them has a sweeter pattern. There is something terrifying about the wide spaces which the eye enfolds in the open air; and there are times in a man's life when he must always be darting his head from this side to that, watching from the corner of his eye to assure himself that the Enemy is not creeping towards him from the dim distance. But when he looks at life through a window he is safe.

Safe! And master of his own world. For with a tilt of the head, a cloud is banished, a green branch dances into view, the church steeple lifts its grey finger in the foreground and the picture is perfect. A step to the side of the room, and the view through the window is utterly different, though no less delicious. For now the steeple is gone, and three poplars take its place; the hill gives way to a valley, the sky is a deeper blue and across the foreground a swallow flutters, like a swift line in India ink from the pen of a Japanese artist.

Windows! Perhaps it is a weakness to wish, so often, to remain behind them, to draw the curtains, just a little, to frame the raggedness of life. And yet.......I am not sure. At least I know this......that it is better to gaze through a small frame, clearly, than to walk the open road with a downcast head."


When we had a house we awakened to this view each morning.
Before we moved to the Manor, this was the view from our front window at home.





Often I put cut flowers from our garden on the windowsill above the kitchen sink. 










Now our fourth floor window overlooks a small neighborhood park that is well used during the day and I suspect is the scene for occasional drug deals after dark.















When we used to visit our eldest and his family in Oakland, when we crossed the bridge into the town of Alameda, I would see Albert Einstein looking out the window. He was gone last time we were there.






Sometimes it's fun to be outside, looking in. And I'll admit to enjoying the sight of lit windows at night, but I'm a little ashamed to admit that.


The only thing I relish about going to the doctor is the view of the valley from his waiting room window.

Window shopping is fun. Years ago I started setting up our display window at Thanksgiving time with a table setting featuring books of the season amongst the bowls and platters. The current owner has carried on the practice.


Mr. Bob created six stained glass panels for the shutters that covered our kitchen windows. We brought them with us to the Manor, but are stumped about how to use them.


What a task to clean such a large window before opening time.




I'm ever grateful that I've never lived where bars on the windows were necessary.




I've never had much luck growing indoor plants. This was one of my attempts, but it didn't last long. The lighting is better where we live now.

  This photo of a window overlooking San Francisco, 
courtesy of Chris Humphrey.




Monday, September 12, 2011

DOODLES

PER SOME of your requests, here are some more sketches from my travel journals.




Hard to believe I was messing about with pen and watercolor nearly ten years ago and now the inclination is gone.

We were on a jazz cruise on the Columbia River and were too ill to get off the ship. I made a very funny movie of the week, inserting Mr. Bob's cough throughout the film to signify how sick we were. The cough even fades away through the closing credits.

When on the Monterey Peninsula we like to stay at Asilomar Conference Grounds, a good base from which to explore.

We headed for Sequoia National Park and were caught in a surprise snowstorm with no warm clothes. 

Details in the lounge at Waksachi Lodge where we were snowbound.

A sketch of our house, drawn from a photo which I didn't usually do.

One of our Sunday visits to the jazz club. The stage held a whole band, but I chose just the banjo player ("What's the difference between a chain saw and a banjo?" " The chainsaw can be tuned")


"I became interested in photography when I found my own sketching was inadequate."                                                              Ben Shahn

Sunday, September 11, 2011

9/11

ON THIS DATE, ten years ago, we were on a road trip. We had spent the night in a cabin in the redwoods with no television or radio. We came late to the news of the attack. In my travel journal I wrote, "Susan and Tim were worried about us, but Chris felt certain that terrorists wouldn't aim at the World Trade Center and an old couple driving to Oregon." So we kept going although the urge to return home immediately was strong.

You know those free-standing signs in front of businesses? They have changeable letters and are usually used for advertising. I used a page in my sketchbook and noted the wording on different signs, feeling they were a form of folk art.

PRAY TODAY                    GOD BLESS AMERICA
  ----------------                     SAY A LITTLE PRAYER
                                                ---------------------------

PRAY FOR AMERICA  OUR HEARTS ARE WITH NEW YORK
       ------------------                 ----------------------------------------

AMERICA IS UNITED              PRAY FOR PEACE
      -------------------                      -------------------------

WE SALUTE                         AMERICA
EMERGENCY                   FREE, BRAVE, PROUD
SERVICES                           ----------------------------
---------------

GOD BLESS AMERICA              PRAY FOR OUR COUNTRY
LAND OF THE FREE                     ------------------------------
    ---------------------

REMEMBER THE VICTIMS             PRAY FOR OUR
------------------------------------               LEADERS
                                                                 -----------------

PRAYER TODAY                           PRESIDENT BUSH
HOPE TOMORROW                  WE SUPPORT AMERICA
------------------------                          ---------------------------

OUR PRAYERS                             UNITED WE STAND
GO OUT TO                                   STRONG AND PROUD
THOSE IN NEED                              -------------------------
----------------------

ZERO TOLERANCE                      PLEASE PRAY
 FOR TERRORISM                       FOR OUR NATION
---------------------                               --------------------

SUPPORT LOCAL                     HONK 4 AMERICA
BLOOD DRIVES                        ---------------------
----------------------

FREE SPIRIT RIBBONS                ONE NATION
   -------------------------                     UNDER GOD
                                                           -----------------

and perhaps my favorite

                           BLESS THE USA

                          3 TACOS  -   $1.99


Where were you on that fateful day?




Friday, September 9, 2011

WEEK IN REVIEW



Tim saw to it that we had a Sunday drive.
Mr. Bob came through 9 hours of chemo.

We interviewed and photographed Justin, an LVN who works in the Manor Clinic and Yaneth, who is a housekeeper who expressed a desire to be included in the Staff Directory. Her wish was granted.



Priscilla admitted to being 90 and was surprised at her party.
A barbershop quartet provided entertainment and amusement.
On Labor Day a barbecue was held on the patio.
I've not been much help lately in the library.
Nadine has shown great understanding.





Time for the month's birthday dinner  and  we discovered what Airline Chicken is.




"My formula for living is quite simple.  I get up in the morning and I go to bed at night.  In between, I occupy myself as best I can."
                                   ~Cary Grant
 

Thursday, September 8, 2011

4 DOWN, 2 TO GO

WE'VE FINISHED with this month's chemo. The next 28 days can be spent in recuperation or celebration or a mixture of the 2. Maybe it was just that we're getting into the swing of the procedure, but these 3 days seemed easier than the previous 3 months. It's anybody's guess as to why. Suffice it to say we're grateful. Mr. Bob takes it all in stride and it's not in his nature to marvel at such a thing, whereas I could shout our good luck from the rooftops if I weren't so hesitant about heights. Look who's writing and crowing about it while Mr. Bob has slipped into slumber.


Day 1........I asked him why he's abandoned his Hawaiian shirts and he had a good, logical answer. It's a matter of getting to the port easily and most of his Island shirts don't button down the front.


On Tuesday, the 7 hour session, all went well. He ate his lunch, napped, I knit a sizeable block of my wrap, read a couple of chapters in my book, dozed a little myself and pretty soon it was time to go home. He flops into bed the minute we're in the door and a couple of hours later he's up and ready for an evening of television.



Day 2........Back we went for a 1 hour session. Duck soup, really, after the rigors of the day before. We always ask for an 8:30 appointment, for the world isn't quite awake yet and at that time we can always park conveniently right next to the elevator. The view from the room is  rather lovely
 Day 3........The nurse refers to the doctor as a One Man Army. He leads his troops of patients in their fight against cancer with the help of 2 or 3 nurses and an office staff. This morning I counted the number of chairs in the waiting room and there are 28. Remembering back 35 years ago when I took my ailing mother to this same doctor, he was in a different location and I recall clearly my astonishment at seeing his patients overflowing a smaller waiting room. The line went down the hall. So many people in need of help. Even now, the waiting room fills up with understandably sad looking people. 

Flavio is the man who weighs Mr. Bob and compliments me on my cooking if he's put on a pound or 2. Then he draws blood.
None of that happens on the 1 hour days, but today he came into the room we were in and visited a bit. He's been with this same doctor for 21 years and plans to retire soon. He's a jolly man which is helpful in an oncologist's office. We need all the laughter we can get.
Lastly the doctor appeared in his always colorful shirt and tie. Today's cravat pattern featured bottles of Tabasco which caused Mr. Bob to tell about the time we visited the Tabasco plantation in Louisiana. Apart from that, things are looking promising since the second x-ray showed signs of improvement and there's not much need for extra oxygen. An in-depth MRI at the end of treatment will tell the story.

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

SUNDAY DRIVE


WHAT WERE YOU UP TO last weekend? Tim came over on Sunday and we had Mr. Bob decide where we should eat......in the Manor dining room or at a nearby In-N-Out. He chose the latter, even though the Manor food is outstanding. 


I don't know how this how this hamburger chain can keep their prices so low. Tim  assures me it's a matter of volume and theirs is high. Sunday was no exception. Every seat was taken; therefore the trick is to eye a table where the diners are almost finished and then leap upon it at the precise moment it's vacated. 'Twas good. Our order number was 49 and before we left it was well over 100.

With Tim at the wheel, we decided on a Sunday drive (shades of my childhood) and headed for  Sierra Madre.

With the help of a GPS we found the canyon where there's a little market/restaurant that I want to visit someday. The one time Mr. Bob and I decided to have breakfast there, a group was using the canyon locale for plein-air painting and the parking was completely used by the artists. Our plan was thwarted so we have yet to eat there, but it's still on my "Bucket list".

The houses in the canyon are interesting and this is some of what we saw.











Before heading home we searched out E. Waldo Ward.
You just have to know that it's there, for in a residential area, there is no sign or at least I didn't see one in front of this house. We


passed it by before I realized it and backed up to go down the dirt driveway to the left where we could see the sales office (up the steps to a small showroom). Of course they're not open on Sundays, but we were sight seeing rather than planning to shop.

Continue on around the circular driveway at the back of the house and see the packing shed. I didn't photograph the kumquat orchard next to the house.......you'll have to take my word for it.


On the way home, as we passed Catherine's, the "large ladies' store where I shop", Tim asked if I wanted to stop. In unison, Mr. Bob said, "No" and "Yes" came out of my mouth.









P.S. We stopped and I bought 3 shirts which will alleviate my closet boredom.



When women are depressed, they eat or go shopping. Men invade another country. It's a whole different way of thinking.
                                          Elayne Boosler